Sometimes




Sometimes sunshine
Does not want to shine on me 
And sometimes i find myself blind 
At first i cannot see and then i see it's mine 

I chose a road when i was young 
In search of fun tempation won
And all my soul i did surrender
If i had a chance to go back now
Would i redeemmy moral vows
Or would i repeat for my own laughter

Sometimes i hide somewhat
Like a bulb behind a shade
And sometimes i ask myself why
Is it cause the lights are too bright
Or because my eyes are closed too tight

Sometimes i find myself blind
Don't use my brain don't use my mind
Distorted feelings always leading my way
But i must forgive myself
and let the past lay down to rest

And i'll be prepared to face myself in another day

From now on i will behave
But in the back of my mind i will be enslaved